Actually, if you are an person who neither wishes to follow any regulations
nor rules of the game, you are not suitable for scientology.
A scientologist is supposed to follow certain codes (code of an auditor,
code of a scientologist, code of a preclear). These codes are not there to
force anyone. They are there to guarantee success in clearing people.
I know the habits of scientologists, and on seeing the description of your
troubles with scientology, I clearly saw that you did not follow the
rudimentary rules. And these rules are perfectly well known to all.
Therefore, I ask you this question: what did you expect to achieve in
scientology, if you weren't prepared to follow the rules ?
Nothing forces you to be a scientologist. I do not think badly of people
who are offlines, who remain sympathisers, allies, but do not wish daily
contact with scientology. Why not choose that way ?
Who are you, Mr Barbier
?
Perhaps the loss of scientology leaves such a void in your life you can't
burn your bridges and do something else ?
Who are you, Mr Barbier?
Perhaps you still wish to attain total freedom
?
Is it not an affinity which causes this hatred you show? Are you not scared=
of turning into an old man who clinging to his miseries ?
Do you not believe it's time to call you yourself into question
?
I await your reply, Mr Barbier. And not your soup of "automatic"
criticisms which you've been using for years. I've known all these
blah-blahs for a long time, yet see I AM PROUD TO BE A SCIENTOLOGIST.
And despite the church committing some errors of youth, can you recognize
that scientologists are people of good will ?
Tell me if you haven't found members of the sea org devout people
?
Personally, I admire them for their generosity, their courage, and their
goodness. Their first priority is to help others. Haven't you seen that ?
There's no shame in confessing you told lies about the church. I myself
have done that. It's so easy to do when one's around people with a high
level of ethics.
And then ? It's all repaired. And one can improve: that's all that counts. I
think that would help you avoid having to cling to your justifications
until you die.
Who are you, Mr Barbier?
I am ready to help you.
I look forward to reading your reply. I really want to know WHO YOU ARE.
Regards,
S.J